I don't know how to tell you about my feeling. I love him but sometimes I hate him, then I try to forget him. I'm in both places and don't know where I want choose it. Like him or hate him. I like him because he is cute, have a gentle voice and the only boy that has a light-brown face. I don't know what to say. Maybe I should choose hate him. Then, I will like him. I mean, I choose hate him because I want to focus on my work. All my work will not settle if I keep like him and think about him. Then, I will choose like him because I don't know what to do else. I keep saying about him but I think, he never saying or talking about me.
You know what, almost 4 girls like him. I know about this when my friend told me, that A had a fought with B about him. I can't believe it because A is a good person which is mean she is clever girl and just like to study. B is higher than that, thought. I asked my friend, "is it true??" My friend just said, "YES". OMG. I can't believe it they will doing like that but nowadays, A and B have a nice relationship. Maybe they thinking that is no good fighting about a boy. Beside, they are still studying. Must keep the responsibilities as student okay! Just thinking positive. The third girls is me. But, I think I will change my mind. The forth girl is my best friend. She like him when at the first year of school but nowadays, she less her like to him when she know that he has another choice. Okay fine, hey boy. Get away from my mind. Okay bye..
Saturday, 24 September 2011
Sunday, 18 September 2011
Good Guy
I don't know what is happening to me. When I watch some guys, I will start to dream that guy will be mine. But, I don't trust it. It is because, according to my life now, when I like some guy, that guy doesn't like me. It is a fact too, that guy is the dream guy but actually, there is no dream guy out there. My dream guy just good but I will never get it. I don't have to work hard to find a guy for my partner because the love just come like Bruno Mars said, "easy come, easy go."
I am jealous when I see that girl can get hugged and kissed freely and easily. But, I try to let out that feeling. When I watch movie or films, I will dream the guy in the movie will be mine and will hug me. But, actually not. In reality, that guy is no good for me. I know. Someday, my journey to chase my dream to success will stuck because somebody block my road. Back off. Yaa, it is at the first but when the second, third and next, it will be a nice thing to remember.
I don't want to be unrealized girl. I mean, when that guy watch me, it is mean he like me. No, I don't want to be like that. Actually, yes. I am through it. Don't think that I am really, really like that. I don't realize that I am like that. Can someone change my personality? NO ONE!!! I can change my personality if I want to.
Do you know where is the place do you want to know that guy is good? Yes, it is in his heart. We can't see it and we don't know it how better he is. But, you can see through his action. Don't be too dumb. I mean, when he give you a bouquet of flowers, it is very mean to you and you think he is nice. Then, you tell your girlfriend, "you know that, yesterday I got pretty flowers from my prince charming." No, no, no and no. Even though you have know his name about 7-8 month, it doesn't mean you know everything about him. Please check his background first. Let people say you that you are fussy. It is your life. It is not your friend's life. If you make a wrong decision, you will regret what you've done. And you start to blame yourself. Shuschh!!!
I am jealous when I see that girl can get hugged and kissed freely and easily. But, I try to let out that feeling. When I watch movie or films, I will dream the guy in the movie will be mine and will hug me. But, actually not. In reality, that guy is no good for me. I know. Someday, my journey to chase my dream to success will stuck because somebody block my road. Back off. Yaa, it is at the first but when the second, third and next, it will be a nice thing to remember.
I don't want to be unrealized girl. I mean, when that guy watch me, it is mean he like me. No, I don't want to be like that. Actually, yes. I am through it. Don't think that I am really, really like that. I don't realize that I am like that. Can someone change my personality? NO ONE!!! I can change my personality if I want to.
Do you know where is the place do you want to know that guy is good? Yes, it is in his heart. We can't see it and we don't know it how better he is. But, you can see through his action. Don't be too dumb. I mean, when he give you a bouquet of flowers, it is very mean to you and you think he is nice. Then, you tell your girlfriend, "you know that, yesterday I got pretty flowers from my prince charming." No, no, no and no. Even though you have know his name about 7-8 month, it doesn't mean you know everything about him. Please check his background first. Let people say you that you are fussy. It is your life. It is not your friend's life. If you make a wrong decision, you will regret what you've done. And you start to blame yourself. Shuschh!!!
Thursday, 15 September 2011
I want him
I ever dream that I will be hug by the boy that I like. The characteristic of the boy that I like is:
- Good looking
- Have a kind heart
- Understand about girl's feeling
- Educated
- Gentleman
- Not afraid of the dark
- Have a best hug
- Kiss? Not yet...
But, you know what kind of this world. Whatever we want, we will don't get it, but, whatever we dislike, we will get it easily. My friend have already about 2-3 boyfriend in the same time. She is not a playgirl. She just forced by. I mean, the first boyfriend, she actually assume that guy just like a friend. That boyfriend just over feeling. Then, she just serious with her new second boyfriend. I don't like it. She said to me, that she will ask to break to her first boyfriend. She don't care whatever happen. She have an ex-boyfriend. You know what, that ex-bf really want to get back with her until he tears up. But, my friend don't want it. Her ex-bf was firstly ask to break because to focus on study. But not really long time, that ex-bf has try a thousand times to couple back with my friend. Back off. Who ask you to take a that step without thinking...??
- Good looking
- Have a kind heart
- Understand about girl's feeling
- Educated
- Gentleman
- Not afraid of the dark
- Have a best hug
- Kiss? Not yet...
But, you know what kind of this world. Whatever we want, we will don't get it, but, whatever we dislike, we will get it easily. My friend have already about 2-3 boyfriend in the same time. She is not a playgirl. She just forced by. I mean, the first boyfriend, she actually assume that guy just like a friend. That boyfriend just over feeling. Then, she just serious with her new second boyfriend. I don't like it. She said to me, that she will ask to break to her first boyfriend. She don't care whatever happen. She have an ex-boyfriend. You know what, that ex-bf really want to get back with her until he tears up. But, my friend don't want it. Her ex-bf was firstly ask to break because to focus on study. But not really long time, that ex-bf has try a thousand times to couple back with my friend. Back off. Who ask you to take a that step without thinking...??
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